I dont know what to think. The difference between lust and love. It’s so hard to identify where your real interest in a person lies. Lust is so blinding. You really need to ask yourself, “what do i really like about this person?” Mostly, nothing comes to mind, but lust for them physically. You’re interested in her because she’s attractive, aesthetically. Rarely, is it, “i’m interested In her for her unbelievable taste in music, her polished beliefs, her ideas or for how intelligent she is and things like that. The personality.
I always seem to get caught in the latter. It feels almost impossible to find a girl, friend or love interest, who falls on the personality end of the spectrum…
Or that’s how it feels atleast.
